“You self-righteous liar! But then you never
think of anyone but yourself!” As Peter
Martin stepped into the front hallway of his
penthouse in an exclusive residential area
of downtown
Toronto, he was
surprised to hear his wife’s angry voice.
The voice he’d been hearing a lot lately.
The one he hadn’t realized she possessed
until several months ago. But this time she
wasn’t speaking to him.
He had come home early from the office to
pack for their weekend trip, expecting to
find his young wife in the midst of deciding
what clothes she should take to dazzle their
friends. Instead, she appeared to be telling
someone off. Unless by some miracle she was
annoyed with herself. “Yeah, right,” Peter
said softly.
“But, Jillian, I wrote you weeks ago, and I
asked you to let me know if this weekend
wasn’t convenient.” The answering voice was
soft and apologetic. Peter recognized it as
belonging to his wife’s older sister,
Shauna.
Peter crossed the tiny front hallway into
the living room.
Jillian Martin, Peter’s wife, was seated on
the chesterfield. Tone-on-tone embroidered
ivory cushions served as a perfect backdrop
for her flowing golden hair and tangerine
lounging pajamas. As was inevitable when
Peter saw her, he found his eyes caught and
held by the smoothness of her tanned skin
and the perfection of her delicate features.
But today he had to shift his glance to
Shauna, Jillian’s opposite—tall, gangly,
mousy-haired, and pale—standing awkwardly
before Jillian like a child on the carpet,
her hands clasped, shoulders hunched. The
small suitcase at her feet only served to
make her position even more embarrassing.
Jillian’s voice dropped to a purr. “Peter,
darling, I’m so glad you’re home. Shauna has
just arrived on the doorstep. She says I
knew she was coming, but I didn’t, Peter.
I’m sure I didn’t!”
“Hello, Shauna.” Peter held out his hand as
he walked toward her.
“It’s good to see you even if there is a
mix-up.” In spite of the thick lenses of her
black-rimmed glasses, he could see relief in
her eyes as she put her hand into his. The
hand was limp and cold, and he held it for
only an instant before moving to the sofa
beside Jillian and inviting Shauna to sit
down and make herself at home.
Simultaneously, a part of his mind wrestled
with the question of what to do with her.
“I’ve told Shauna I’m sorry, but we just
won’t be here, will we, Petey?” Jillian’s
clear blue eyes, big as saucers, gazed at
him with a studied helplessness he was
getting to know well.
“She’s right, Shauna. We’re going to one of
my partner’s homes for the weekend. A house
party. But perhaps we can work something
out.”
Shauna had tentatively seated herself on the
edge of a plush ivory chair. Now she leaned
forward and twisted her hands. “Oh, please,
don’t worry about me. I must have made a
mistake. If you’re going away I can just get
a bus back home. Or I could stay here while
you’re gone and look after things. There are
a couple of books I wanted to buy. I could
read them.”
“What an utterly boring weekend!” Peter said
with the involuntary shudder of a man who
regarded books of all forms as work. “I
think we can do better than that.”
Jillian placed a beautifully manicured hand
on her husband’s arm. “But there’s nothing
wrong with that, Peter. She can stay here
and read or watch TV. She’ll be fine.”
“Yes, really I will, Peter.” Shauna sat
forward eagerly, and he was almost
convinced.
“So it’s settled,” Jillian said as she rose
gracefully from the sofa. “Well, I have to
get back to packing. You can put your things
in the guest room, Shauna. I had a late
brunch, so if you’re hungry you’ll have to
fix yourself something. I don’t know what
there is.”
As she left the room, she turned to her
husband and said, “Don’t give it another
thought, Peter. Shauna’s always preferred
books to people.”
He had been ready to agree that Shauna
should stay in the apartment. Now,
perversely, he changed his mind. “No, she
isn’t staying here. She’s coming with us.”
Jillian stopped in the doorway. “She’s
what?” Her voice rose perilously close to a
shrill note.
“I said she can come with us. George has a
big house. One more person won’t make any
difference.”
“You can’t be serious!”
Shauna rose halfway out of her chair. “Oh,
no, Peter! I don’t want to go. I couldn’t
possibly just go there uninvited. I don’t
even know them!”
“They were at our wedding last year. You met
them then. And you’ve seen George once or
twice since. Ellen’s easygoing. She won’t
mind.”
An edge to her voice, Jillian said, “Peter,
Shauna doesn’t want to go, and she needn’t
go.”
Peter stood up and took a few steps toward
his wife. Clearly and softly, he said, “My
dear, if Shauna says she told you she was
coming this weekend, I believe her. She
wouldn’t make a mistake like that. So it’s
not her fault we weren’t prepared, and we
are going to do the best we can to give her
a good weekend. That means taking her with
us.”
Jillian opened her mouth but shut it without
making a comment. Instead, she fluttered her
eyelashes. “But, Petey.” She came toward
him, her eyes mutely distressed, lips in a
beautiful pout, hands reaching up to grasp
his lapels and pull him toward her. “It
wouldn’t be fair to either the Brodies or
Shauna. She would never fit in.”
“Oh, no, I wouldn’t, Peter.” Shauna’s voice
was distressed.
“Jillian’s right. It’s very nice of you to
suggest taking me, but I wouldn’t fit in at
all. I’ll be just fine here when I get my
books. Or—or I’ll go back home.”
“Either you go or we all stay here,” Peter
said. Again, the words seemed to slip out of
their own free will.
“That’s nonsense!” Jillian snapped.
“You can’t mean that!” Shauna’s eyes darted
from her sister to the man in front of her.
Peter saw fear in those eyes. Of whom, he
wondered. Himself or Jillian?
“Peter, why are you being so silly? Shauna
doesn’t want to go, and besides, she won’t
have proper clothes.”
“She can borrow some of yours, can’t she?
You’re the same size. I thought you’d given
her quite a few of your things.”
The look Jillian flashed him was not one of
unbounded love and affection. But Peter
continued without regard for that look. “I
came home to pack. I have to get back to the
office for a meeting with a client. I’ll be
here to pick you up about four. You should
both be able to get ready by then.” He moved
toward the bedroom.
“By the way, Jillian, I tried to call you
this morning around eleven. There was no
answer. I didn’t know you were going out.”
She followed him into the hallway. “I had
shopping to do. Should I have checked with
you first?” Her voice made him think of
tempered steel.
“No, of course not. I only wondered if there
was a problem.”
“No problem, Petey.” She walked up to him,
her slim hips swaying in the silky pajamas,
and he waited for her to come close.
“You look tired,” she said. “You know you
shouldn’t work so hard. Do you really have
to go back?”
“Yes,” he said bluntly. She was right,
though. He was tired. Of his job? He didn’t
think so.
Her slender hand came up to caress his
cheek. But his mind ignored her touch and
focused cynically on the very large,
glittering diamond. The one he’d bought her.
Stupid middle-aged fool, he thought
ruefully. Then he remembered the wife before
Jillian. No, he wasn’t a middle-aged fool.
Just a fool.
She kissed him and he responded. Might as
well get something for what he’d paid. As
she felt his response, she pressed against
him.
His arms tightened.
She whispered in his ear, “You didn’t really
mean that about Shauna’s going, did you? You
were just teasing me.”
He kissed her again before replying, his
voice as gentle as hers. “I meant every word
I said, and you’d better be nice to her or
I’ll cut your clothing allowance in half.”
She pulled away, her blue eyes blazing with
anger.
He touched his index finger to her lips.
“Not a word or I’ll do it now.” He went into
the bedroom and began packing the clothes he
thought he’d need for the next three days.
A few minutes later, Jillian came in and
stood watching him speculatively.
“Are you finished packing?” he asked after a
moment.
“Haven’t started. But don’t worry, darling,
I promise I’ll be ready on time.”
She had emphasized the word darling a little
too much. So she was angry. Well, maybe he
was, too. Angry and something else. Maybe
wondering when he’d grow up. A lot of people
would say a forty-three-year-old man who
took a twenty-two-year-old bride needed to
grow up.
“Have you talked to Douglass?” his bride
asked.
“Briefly.”
She picked up a necklace and wrapped it
around her fingers. “Are he and Anne going?”
“I believe so. Does it matter?”
“Of course not. They’re a couple of old
stuffed shirts, anyway. Who else will be
there? Besides George and Ellen, I mean.”
“Their son, Kendall, and his college
roommate. You’ve met
Kendall, I think.”
“I’m not sure. Does he look like George?”
“I guess. His hair is brown, as I believe
George’s was before it turned gray. He has a
lot more than George, of course. Reasonably
good-looking. Not too fat, not too thin.
Medium height.”
“Doesn’t ring any bells. You said his
roommate was coming. Male or female?”
“Male. I doubt if you’ve seen him. But we’ve
offered to let both Kendall and him come
into the firm. At George’s request, of
course.”
“Does George always get what he wants?”
“He’s the senior partner.”
“Who else will be there?”
“That’s about it. Oh, no. Some female cousin
of Ellen’s is coming. From out west.”
“That should be fun.”
She did sarcasm well, he thought. “Maybe
Shauna will take care of her.”
“You were rather nasty about Shauna.”
“Was I? Sorry.” He finished packing and shut
the suitcase with a quick snap.
“It’s not as if Shauna wants to go.”
“Maybe it bothers me that no one in your
family ever cares what Shauna wants. And
that reminds me. Fix her up with some decent
clothes and some makeup. And try to do
something with her hair!”
“Peter, she’s an old-maid librarian, and
that’s exactly what she looks like. She
doesn’t want to change.”
“She’s what, twenty-seven? Hardly an old
maid. Especially these days. Anyway, I don’t
have time to worry about Shauna. I have to
get back to the office. See you at four.”
As he shut the door of the apartment, he
took a deep breath. Funny how the air in
there always stifled him. Maybe it was that
perfume Jillian insisted on wearing. The
stuff that cost a hundred dollars an ounce.
Ridiculous! But he had to humor her. Her.
Them. All of them were the same, weren’t
they? He got into the elevator and traveled
from the penthouse to the ground floor.
While he descended, a subtle change took
place as his mind turned from domestic
matters to legal ones. He was back on solid
ground.
And he was feeling good. He had a very rich,
very important client coming to meet him in
half an hour. And just that morning, he’d
found the loophole his client needed to
solve his tax problems, thus saving said
client a good deal of hard cash, even after
he’d paid his legal fees.
Twenty minutes later, Peter nodded to his
secretary as he walked past her desk. His
glance was casual, but thorough. What he saw
pleased him. As always, her mahogany hair
was perfectly sculpted, her makeup flawless.
She was thirty-three, well-groomed,
businesslike rather than seductive, yet
feminine enough to rate a second glance from
any client. Like the plush carpet, expensive
leather, and mahogany wood, she gave his
office the right tone, that of a successful
person who knew how to deal with success.